Should I wait?
I thank you all for your comments and advice. "But it is a HUGE exercise in mental control and panic control", is an accurate statement. I get paid twice a month. On payday I put the allotted monies in my Moto Fund and I feel empowered. The day after payday it feels like a long wait for next influx, or "fix" if you will. I really enjoy my job so my work day goes by quickly. In fact, the only thing that feels quicker than a day, is a week. In no time another payday shows up and I am just a little older. Where is that fountain of youth? Could it be at the end of this journey? I concede not, but I will grow older on the saddle of the right FJR.
I thank you all once again.